
21. Oct, 2022
Wednesday, 19 October 2022, one year since you left us for heaven,.

18. Oct, 2022
I cannot help it, but I keep on reliving Liam's last few days with us.

9. Sep, 2022
Here are some grief thoughts that do not make me feel proud, but nonetheless I have them every single day.

19. Aug, 2022
Ten months ago on a Tuesday morning, I woke you up for the last time.

29. Jun, 2022
The Mayo Clinic defines post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) as a mental health condition that's triggered by a terrifying event — either experiencing it or...

3. May, 2022
We went away on our first week long seaside holiday without Liam.

19. Apr, 2022
Ray of sunshine is gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4. Mar, 2022
Yesterday was the lowest I have felt since the day Liam died.

2. Mar, 2022
I was referred to this new counselor who also lost a boy at age 12.

25. Feb, 2022
Today my scouts team (Voortrekkers) will be attending their first camp without Liam.

17. Feb, 2022
My hubby is away on business for two days and will only be back late tomorrow.

11. Feb, 2022
Today I am at a much better place than the past two days.

10. Feb, 2022
The last two days it has been feeling if small, but constant drops of my soul have been dripping out of me and making a puddle of misery on the floor.

8. Feb, 2022
I started a new book by Gary Roe Shattered - Surviving the loss of a child tonight.

31. Jan, 2022
104 days since I last saw your real face, smelled your real hair and heard your actual voice.

20. Jan, 2022
Yesterday was most of the hardest and darkest days in my life.










































