25. Feb, 2022
Another sad first
Today my scouts team (Voortrekkers) will be attending their first camp without Liam. I am shattered... again! And it is raining again - like when Liam died.
I am going to look for the red hair every time I am going to look up, I am going to wait for the hug and the "Mamma" that came with it. Then I just feel completely speechless. How is this possible? My wonderful agile Voortrekker "boer" son fell to death - how?
I am so very heartbroken...
But I will persevere and push through the pain. I promised Liam I will.