Forever Mommy
2. Nov, 2022
Ponder what?
18. Oct, 2022
I cannot help it, but I keep on reliving Liam's last few days with us.
30. Sep, 2022
So we made the worst of the firsts - Liam's birthday
9. Sep, 2022
Here are some grief thoughts that do not make me feel proud, but nonetheless I have them every single day.
26. Aug, 2022
Missing out on five years of stuff
12. Aug, 2022
W H Y !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
29. Jul, 2022
I am struggling so badly...
8. Jul, 2022
This last week was a pretty bad one for me.
22. Jun, 2022
This first year is terribly sore
30. May, 2022
I am lonely
13. May, 2022
Sharp knife of a short life
22. Apr, 2022
Will it ever become less painful?
19. Apr, 2022
What to expect.
19. Apr, 2022
Difficult one to answer.
19. Apr, 2022
Written on 10 Jan 2022
19. Apr, 2022
LISTEN!
19. Apr, 2022
Ray of sunshine is gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
31. Mar, 2022
Another young man needs me still
18. Mar, 2022
Kyrie Eleison
4. Mar, 2022
Yesterday was the lowest I have felt since the day Liam died.
28. Feb, 2022
At least we know
24. Feb, 2022
I have not written in a few days.
17. Feb, 2022
My hubby is away on business for two days and will only be back late tomorrow.
11. Feb, 2022
Today I am at a much better place than the past two days.
8. Feb, 2022
I started a new book by Gary Roe Shattered - Surviving the loss of a child tonight.
3. Feb, 2022
Yesterday I went to have my pinky fingers straightened.
31. Jan, 2022
104 days since I last saw your real face, smelled your real hair and heard your actual voice.
24. Jan, 2022
I missed my favourite fac
18. Jan, 2022
It will NEVER get better!
21. Oct, 2022
Wednesday, 19 October 2022, one year since you left us for heaven,.
10. Oct, 2022
No, I cannot! I promised Liam...
21. Sep, 2022
It is true!?!
2. Sep, 2022
The worst pain I have ever felt
19. Aug, 2022
Ten months ago on a Tuesday morning, I woke you up for the last time.
5. Aug, 2022
Time is a monster
21. Jul, 2022
Plans are changed for me
29. Jun, 2022
The Mayo Clinic defines post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) as a mental health condition that's triggered by a terrifying event — either experiencing it or...
13. Jun, 2022
Back and forth
20. May, 2022
This week was a difficult one again.
3. May, 2022
We went away on our first week long seaside holiday without Liam.
19. Apr, 2022
182 days
19. Apr, 2022
I am glad I did
19. Apr, 2022
Heaven against the world child
19. Apr, 2022
Written on 11 Jan 2022
19. Apr, 2022
Create your own ritual
8. Apr, 2022
Prayer is strong!
29. Mar, 2022
The last two weeks I have been absolutely depressed.
11. Mar, 2022
Scream...
2. Mar, 2022
I was referred to this new counselor who also lost a boy at age 12.
25. Feb, 2022
Today my scouts team (Voortrekkers) will be attending their first camp without Liam.
21. Feb, 2022
I am angry, so very angry!
15. Feb, 2022
I must sound like a gramophone.
10. Feb, 2022
The last two days it has been feeling if small, but constant drops of my soul have been dripping out of me and making a puddle of misery on the floor.
6. Feb, 2022
Joy might return
1. Feb, 2022
Come back!
29. Jan, 2022
Happy day?
20. Jan, 2022
Yesterday was most of the hardest and darkest days in my life.
17. Jan, 2022
Hard to breathe
